I am struggling right now. Why? Many might think that I have it made. Some might think that my life is not as important as it was before. There is a few you think I have gotten a pretty bad deal. I stated earlier posts that I do not know how to feel because this is a new emotional state. I surely HATE this feeling and I have tried any and every suggestion that has been offered by another person. All I know is that I am struggling. I need someone to care.
Do I have to vindicate my emotions to someone? I do not know how to be more prudent to get my needs. What is my purpose? Why this happened to me? I am telling you that I need to know why I am struggling.